Written at Wednesday, November 30, 2011 | back to top
End of November 2011 Never ever gonna remember this day. Its just so damn disappointing and depressing. Just screw up too much things. Everything is not going well. Just make me hate myself so much.
Early in the morning, when the exam has not started yet. I accidentally did something bad. Really really really bad. Really felt like breaking down at that time. But still, must stay strong for exam. Hanging a big bright smile on my face. Hoping everything will get better. But, no. Everything went horrible. All i can say is, WORST DAY of my 17+ years life.
No one was there for me on the most crucial moment. But thank you mom, you know me well, so you noticed, and tried to comforted me. Even tho its just a short sentence, its enough for me to keep on living. Havent been crying this hard for so so so long time. Haih. December, WILL be a better month.
Cik Chak
Goodbye November
Written at Wednesday, November 30, 2011 | back to top
End of November 2011 Never ever gonna remember this day. Its just so damn disappointing and depressing. Just screw up too much things. Everything is not going well. Just make me hate myself so much.
Early in the morning, when the exam has not started yet. I accidentally did something bad. Really really really bad. Really felt like breaking down at that time. But still, must stay strong for exam. Hanging a big bright smile on my face. Hoping everything will get better. But, no. Everything went horrible. All i can say is, WORST DAY of my 17+ years life.
No one was there for me on the most crucial moment. But thank you mom, you know me well, so you noticed, and tried to comforted me. Even tho its just a short sentence, its enough for me to keep on living. Havent been crying this hard for so so so long time. Haih. December, WILL be a better month.