My fucking personality
Why i have to try so hard to entertain people every time
While people don't even appreciate it.
Especially my family.
What i did to you all to do this to me?
I do so fucking much things for you guys but
you either cant see it,
or you don't appreciate it.
Why am i so fucking stubborn?
Still treat people so good for what??
They don't care, they don't appreciate it!
I only will hurt myself when i do goods for them
But what to do?
This is my personality .
Its too hard to change.
BR = Heaven
WOHOOO~
Today is 31st and Jacky ajak me go Baskin Robbins .
so, after school, went to a shop and buy my "boyfriend"
Then to BR and bought Ice-cream~
Medium size, 31 RM hehe
but damn delicious!!
Chocolate Mint (THE BEST)
&
Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough
( The best before i taste Choco Mint) xD
Movie
Watched Thor.
It was okay okay.
I wasn't really concentrate when i watch.
I dont know why.
DUH, of course worrying about tomorrow's result la.
haih
Pray for me my friends!
I feel so tired.
I felt even more tired thinking about tomorrow.
Class on 8.30A.M to 4.30P.M
ALL theory classes, none of it are practical class.
That is one fucked up timetable.
Tomorrow will be the day i get my Business English and F&B result.
I hope i dont fail either of them.
I really worked hard on F&B and i know i did okay.
Its just so easy.
If i really fail.
i seriously can jump off a cliff.
I DIE!
Fucking bad day
*Got my UCTI paper today.
Disappointing..
i failed. 32marks.
I studied and i still dont know how i can fail.
Eventho to me, this is the toughest subject.
But i memorized half of the things our lecturer teach.
And still fail. haih. speechless ...
*Tomorrow should eat at Deli,
But something happen and canceled.
*I have to buy another pair of formal shoe
because miss merry said it is not suitable,
saying my shoe looks like cowboy shoe
*I discuss with my mom,
Asking her where can i buy the cheapest pair.
She ask me to buy at bata.
So fucking expensive you know???
and kept asking me to buy branded ones instead of cheaper one.
but FUCKK!
can't you understand?
I am not working now,
I CANNOT earn money!!!
Now you ask me to buy such expensive stuff?
YOU know i can't afford it.
*Brother ask for money, you give.
If me, you keep asking for strong answer.
If i dont come out with any, you wont give
*Brother wants to go out, you said "go la, okokokok"
If me,you ignore me, i ask again,
you will give me alot of excuses to not letting me go
*Sister lazy don want to go school, you let her stay at home,
or even bring her out to have fun
for me,you never let me skip class during high school
*Sister ask for xbox, you say you dont mind buying.
I ask for a basic cheap phone, you ask me to use my own money
It is so clearly stated.
my family is my everything,
but why you have to treat me like this?
And why me?
WHY?
Actor
Lol i finally found out the actor i saw at Hong Kong!
but i still dont know his name xD
here he is, the most right side, half face one
IRIS
Finished the drama "IRIS" yesterday
It was so sad!
why the ending have to be like this????
And damn it,
Today i found out who is the killer at
Youtube, a extra new scene.
which explains everything.
Not fair! D:
Johnny Depp ♥
Johnny Depp is amazing~
Every movie he play,
Is never boring, always interesting
:D
My favorite actor!
♥♥♥
PIRATES! ♥♥
Watched my all time favorite,
Pirates and the Caribbean 4
Its was AWESOME!!!!
♥Johnny depp
Other day
I've been busy with my homework these two days
Anyways, have my first Subway lunch with my mom, sis and bro
4 of us eat 7, 6-inch bread :P
AND four of my FAVORITE ice blend ♥♥♥
What should i do later? gym again?
Or watch the Korea drama that Kelvin Pong introduced me?
Iris, its a very good drama ><
Birthday
Last night celebrated uncle David's birthday~
at Dynasty Dragon
Wow the food is expensive!
RM1,400++
And the waiter/waitress there is not that polite.
They tab your shoulder or push you when changing plates
Instead of saying excuse me.
Oh well, so this is the birthday "man"
Then, we went to aunt's house,
those adults chit chat chit chat
until 3.00 only can go home ._.
Then slept at 4
And here i am,
waking up at 11
haha... sigh...
I am going to gym later,
But no one teman.
I guess i'll go alone huh?
FUCK it.
If i wear short pants cannot meh?
people DESIGN short pants is to WEAR.
You know what is wear???? chuan you know? pakai, tau???
YOU make it like wearing short pants is a fucking curse.A fucking illegal thing to do.
YOU dont like to wearing short pants is your problem
WHY you want to make my life so miserable!
Its not like i am going to DIE if i wear it right?
GOSH!
Semester break!!!!~ ♥♥♥
Oh yeah~
Midterm-break is FINALLY here!!
And hell yeah i finally quit my job yesterday!!
Not gonna miss it ;)
Last day at store room~
Today is the day that i can finally enjoy my sem break :)
So, wai jian ajak me go makan at mcd with miao miao, kenny,cc
Coz miao miao going NS le~
Gonna miss you xD
well, It was fun hanging around like that :)
AND Actually,
i am going to S.t's steamboat party tonight,
BUT, when i came home from MCD,
Mom told me, my aunty suddenly want gathering, go for dinner.
OMG. seriously,
WHY always got event when i am not free?
Fuck it. i hate this.
Friday
We went to Bubba gum restaurant to have out dinner
The price was..............O.M.G... seriously.
ok, so, this is a sign board,
this blue one ask the waiters to "leave-me-alone"
The red one called stop forest stop, ask for the waiter's to stop
The service is extremely good :)
When we swipe to the red signboard,
The waiters come and serve us in less than 3seconds.
So, we ate prawns with garlic bread.
So, YUMMY!
And a set of. "STUFF"
This was only okok
Then, lamb~ OMG~
Medium raw. THE BEST! OMG~ ♥ ♥ ♥
And last, steak.
I cant eat steak but OMG!
look at that!
can you even resist????
well, i can.
YUMMMMY never gonna forget!
Btw, bill is RM250+. :/
After that,
we went for a movie!!!
The priest!
I LOVE IT! :D
Freaky POS
Had POS exam today
I usually is the slowest to finish
But today i am the 2nd one who leaves the class.
I triple checked already.
But i am so disappointed with it.
Last page all wrong just because of the voucher.
I cant stop thinking about it....
Haih...
i better study for tomorrow's exam. before i fail it too :S
SLICE
Today we had our CKO (culinary kitchen operation) practical class.
It was FUN!
we finally get to do things without any partner snatching to do the job.
HAHA TRUE WAD!
But it is also the MOST dangerous class EVER.
It really freaks me out.
When we started cutting some vegetable,
Wan Tching, was standing beside me.
and i WATCH her. CHOP.
then i see LOADS of blood flowing out her hand.
Its like VOLCANO!
Our chef ask her to wash her hand
and ask his assistance to bring her to the clinic.
I saw there's drops of blood on her chopping board
AND a piece of huge nail on her knife
i was freaked out. while everyone kept chopping.
Some dint know, some wasn't freak out at all...
My hand was trembling that time -.-
Chef saw, and dint even try to wash the blood or trow the nail away
WTF right?
This is wan Tching with her injurt finger
After awhile,
Kek wen sliced her finger too.
Not THAT bad la. just one drop of blood.
And then, my turn.. just tiny. i dint even realized until chef told me.
ANYWAYS,
This is our chef. (Chef Soon)
He is a great Chef :)
But you will D.I.E if you make him mad.
And SKIP. lazy to write
This is what we cooked,
Leek and potato soup
Macedoine de legumes
And lastly, scramble eggs with tomato fondue
Then we makan.
We are so full. we cnt even finish it.
Love the eggs and SOUP ♥
7p.m only get to go home ><
And tmr exam ahhhhhh :(((
UHTI. I HATE UHTI!
Happy Mother's Day
I Love you mama :)
I can never ever EVER find a better one than you.
You are the BEST!
Hohoho
bought a couple of really nice earrings and a tight for her.
She liked it :D yehhhh~
Chocolate Cake
We made Chocolate Cake today :)
Before cooking :
and hi, this is kek wen :P
After the cake is baked,
our Chef teach us to slice
we Cut the cake and place Chocolate Cream~
After that, we put another Chocolate layer YUM
TIME TO EAT
YUM. to me, the cake is too rich ><
This is Jesse burning his cake xD
FLAMBE hahaha
(LOOK AT CHIU SHARN's FACE LMFAO)
Ivan : mmmmm...*bites* chew chew
Happy Advanced Mother's Day!
We celebrated Mother's Day today.
At Shogun
My beautiful Mother ♥
It actually is a day which i will happily enjoy eating and celebrating.
BUT all the bad thing comes at once.
The movie we wanted to watch is all packed.
And wth man?
We are celebrating mother's day,
We kids should pay for the food.
Atleast got spirit abit ma.
But NO, my bro and sis ah.
I DONT KNOW what the hell they thinking.
they made my mom pay for the food.
I damn beh song adi.
How fucking old are you man?
i dont completely blame my sis.
But my bro.
I am so sick of reminding you guys EVERYTHING.
mom's birthday, who who who birthday, mother's day, what what what day.
All the important dates
E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.
Plan also i am the only one who plan it.
Fuck this man.
I am going to stop being the good one already.
BREATH IN GOODS BREATH OUT BADS.
At last,
Happy Advance Mother's Day Mama :)
Creme Caramel
Reach College at 7.30a.m today,
for baking and pastry class.
We all wore our full uniform and waited outside the kitchen.
But then, our chef was missing.
so my leader called her.
And HELL, she told us class is at 2.30 in the afternoon.
.___. diu. want us wait 5hours + oh.
Then she told us tomorrow got class oh.
waliao, i got work de leh.
How am i going to tell my manager at this last minute?? D:
fine,
So we went Deli to practice.~
Tze Qi practicing Napkin Folding.
Pinkberry practicing Table Setting
My table setting,
Practicing name of glass
Carry Glass and plates
Everyone practicing :P
After that, we went to computer lab to practice POS
BUT it was crowded. no empty space.
so we try our luck at the library
End up, FULL also.
Therefore, we decided to find a empty class and sleep in it
There we are, air-cond to the max, lights off .
This is my bed. bag as my pillow.
Damn nice to sleep wei xD
We all woke up together.
And this is Ivan's half-awake face
So lazy to get up~
At 2.
We got out of the class and change.
B&P time~
This is Chef Joyce ._.
And this is the dish we learned today
: Creme Caramel :
My fucking personality
Why i have to try so hard to entertain people every time
While people don't even appreciate it.
Especially my family.
What i did to you all to do this to me?
I do so fucking much things for you guys but
you either cant see it,
or you don't appreciate it.
Why am i so fucking stubborn?
Still treat people so good for what??
They don't care, they don't appreciate it!
I only will hurt myself when i do goods for them
But what to do?
This is my personality .
Its too hard to change.
BR = Heaven
WOHOOO~
Today is 31st and Jacky ajak me go Baskin Robbins .
so, after school, went to a shop and buy my "boyfriend"
Then to BR and bought Ice-cream~
Medium size, 31 RM hehe
but damn delicious!!
Chocolate Mint (THE BEST)
&
Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough
( The best before i taste Choco Mint) xD
Movie
Watched Thor.
It was okay okay.
I wasn't really concentrate when i watch.
I dont know why.
DUH, of course worrying about tomorrow's result la.
haih
Pray for me my friends!
I feel so tired.
I felt even more tired thinking about tomorrow.
Class on 8.30A.M to 4.30P.M
ALL theory classes, none of it are practical class.
That is one fucked up timetable.
Tomorrow will be the day i get my Business English and F&B result.
I hope i dont fail either of them.
I really worked hard on F&B and i know i did okay.
Its just so easy.
If i really fail.
i seriously can jump off a cliff.
I DIE!
Fucking bad day
*Got my UCTI paper today.
Disappointing..
i failed. 32marks.
I studied and i still dont know how i can fail.
Eventho to me, this is the toughest subject.
But i memorized half of the things our lecturer teach.
And still fail. haih. speechless ...
*Tomorrow should eat at Deli,
But something happen and canceled.
*I have to buy another pair of formal shoe
because miss merry said it is not suitable,
saying my shoe looks like cowboy shoe
*I discuss with my mom,
Asking her where can i buy the cheapest pair.
She ask me to buy at bata.
So fucking expensive you know???
and kept asking me to buy branded ones instead of cheaper one.
but FUCKK!
can't you understand?
I am not working now,
I CANNOT earn money!!!
Now you ask me to buy such expensive stuff?
YOU know i can't afford it.
*Brother ask for money, you give.
If me, you keep asking for strong answer.
If i dont come out with any, you wont give
*Brother wants to go out, you said "go la, okokokok"
If me,you ignore me, i ask again,
you will give me alot of excuses to not letting me go
*Sister lazy don want to go school, you let her stay at home,
or even bring her out to have fun
for me,you never let me skip class during high school
*Sister ask for xbox, you say you dont mind buying.
I ask for a basic cheap phone, you ask me to use my own money
It is so clearly stated.
my family is my everything,
but why you have to treat me like this?
And why me?
WHY?
Actor
Lol i finally found out the actor i saw at Hong Kong!
but i still dont know his name xD
here he is, the most right side, half face one
IRIS
Finished the drama "IRIS" yesterday
It was so sad!
why the ending have to be like this????
And damn it,
Today i found out who is the killer at
Youtube, a extra new scene.
which explains everything.
Not fair! D:
Johnny Depp ♥
Johnny Depp is amazing~
Every movie he play,
Is never boring, always interesting
:D
My favorite actor!
♥♥♥
PIRATES! ♥♥
Watched my all time favorite,
Pirates and the Caribbean 4
Its was AWESOME!!!!
♥Johnny depp
Other day
I've been busy with my homework these two days
Anyways, have my first Subway lunch with my mom, sis and bro
4 of us eat 7, 6-inch bread :P
AND four of my FAVORITE ice blend ♥♥♥
What should i do later? gym again?
Or watch the Korea drama that Kelvin Pong introduced me?
Iris, its a very good drama ><
Birthday
Last night celebrated uncle David's birthday~
at Dynasty Dragon
Wow the food is expensive!
RM1,400++
And the waiter/waitress there is not that polite.
They tab your shoulder or push you when changing plates
Instead of saying excuse me.
Oh well, so this is the birthday "man"
Then, we went to aunt's house,
those adults chit chat chit chat
until 3.00 only can go home ._.
Then slept at 4
And here i am,
waking up at 11
haha... sigh...
I am going to gym later,
But no one teman.
I guess i'll go alone huh?
FUCK it.
If i wear short pants cannot meh?
people DESIGN short pants is to WEAR.
You know what is wear???? chuan you know? pakai, tau???
YOU make it like wearing short pants is a fucking curse.A fucking illegal thing to do.
YOU dont like to wearing short pants is your problem
WHY you want to make my life so miserable!
Its not like i am going to DIE if i wear it right?
GOSH!
Semester break!!!!~ ♥♥♥
Oh yeah~
Midterm-break is FINALLY here!!
And hell yeah i finally quit my job yesterday!!
Not gonna miss it ;)
Last day at store room~
Today is the day that i can finally enjoy my sem break :)
So, wai jian ajak me go makan at mcd with miao miao, kenny,cc
Coz miao miao going NS le~
Gonna miss you xD
well, It was fun hanging around like that :)
AND Actually,
i am going to S.t's steamboat party tonight,
BUT, when i came home from MCD,
Mom told me, my aunty suddenly want gathering, go for dinner.
OMG. seriously,
WHY always got event when i am not free?
Fuck it. i hate this.
Friday
We went to Bubba gum restaurant to have out dinner
The price was..............O.M.G... seriously.
ok, so, this is a sign board,
this blue one ask the waiters to "leave-me-alone"
The red one called stop forest stop, ask for the waiter's to stop
The service is extremely good :)
When we swipe to the red signboard,
The waiters come and serve us in less than 3seconds.
So, we ate prawns with garlic bread.
So, YUMMY!
And a set of. "STUFF"
This was only okok
Then, lamb~ OMG~
Medium raw. THE BEST! OMG~ ♥ ♥ ♥
And last, steak.
I cant eat steak but OMG!
look at that!
can you even resist????
well, i can.
YUMMMMY never gonna forget!
Btw, bill is RM250+. :/
After that,
we went for a movie!!!
The priest!
I LOVE IT! :D
Freaky POS
Had POS exam today
I usually is the slowest to finish
But today i am the 2nd one who leaves the class.
I triple checked already.
But i am so disappointed with it.
Last page all wrong just because of the voucher.
I cant stop thinking about it....
Haih...
i better study for tomorrow's exam. before i fail it too :S
SLICE
Today we had our CKO (culinary kitchen operation) practical class.
It was FUN!
we finally get to do things without any partner snatching to do the job.
HAHA TRUE WAD!
But it is also the MOST dangerous class EVER.
It really freaks me out.
When we started cutting some vegetable,
Wan Tching, was standing beside me.
and i WATCH her. CHOP.
then i see LOADS of blood flowing out her hand.
Its like VOLCANO!
Our chef ask her to wash her hand
and ask his assistance to bring her to the clinic.
I saw there's drops of blood on her chopping board
AND a piece of huge nail on her knife
i was freaked out. while everyone kept chopping.
Some dint know, some wasn't freak out at all...
My hand was trembling that time -.-
Chef saw, and dint even try to wash the blood or trow the nail away
WTF right?
This is wan Tching with her injurt finger
After awhile,
Kek wen sliced her finger too.
Not THAT bad la. just one drop of blood.
And then, my turn.. just tiny. i dint even realized until chef told me.
ANYWAYS,
This is our chef. (Chef Soon)
He is a great Chef :)
But you will D.I.E if you make him mad.
And SKIP. lazy to write
This is what we cooked,
Leek and potato soup
Macedoine de legumes
And lastly, scramble eggs with tomato fondue
Then we makan.
We are so full. we cnt even finish it.
Love the eggs and SOUP ♥
7p.m only get to go home ><
And tmr exam ahhhhhh :(((
UHTI. I HATE UHTI!
Happy Mother's Day
I Love you mama :)
I can never ever EVER find a better one than you.
You are the BEST!
Hohoho
bought a couple of really nice earrings and a tight for her.
She liked it :D yehhhh~
Chocolate Cake
We made Chocolate Cake today :)
Before cooking :
and hi, this is kek wen :P
After the cake is baked,
our Chef teach us to slice
we Cut the cake and place Chocolate Cream~
After that, we put another Chocolate layer YUM
TIME TO EAT
YUM. to me, the cake is too rich ><
This is Jesse burning his cake xD
FLAMBE hahaha
(LOOK AT CHIU SHARN's FACE LMFAO)
Ivan : mmmmm...*bites* chew chew
Happy Advanced Mother's Day!
We celebrated Mother's Day today.
At Shogun
My beautiful Mother ♥
It actually is a day which i will happily enjoy eating and celebrating.
BUT all the bad thing comes at once.
The movie we wanted to watch is all packed.
And wth man?
We are celebrating mother's day,
We kids should pay for the food.
Atleast got spirit abit ma.
But NO, my bro and sis ah.
I DONT KNOW what the hell they thinking.
they made my mom pay for the food.
I damn beh song adi.
How fucking old are you man?
i dont completely blame my sis.
But my bro.
I am so sick of reminding you guys EVERYTHING.
mom's birthday, who who who birthday, mother's day, what what what day.
All the important dates
E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.
Plan also i am the only one who plan it.
Fuck this man.
I am going to stop being the good one already.
BREATH IN GOODS BREATH OUT BADS.
At last,
Happy Advance Mother's Day Mama :)
Creme Caramel
Reach College at 7.30a.m today,
for baking and pastry class.
We all wore our full uniform and waited outside the kitchen.
But then, our chef was missing.
so my leader called her.
And HELL, she told us class is at 2.30 in the afternoon.
.___. diu. want us wait 5hours + oh.
Then she told us tomorrow got class oh.
waliao, i got work de leh.
How am i going to tell my manager at this last minute?? D:
fine,
So we went Deli to practice.~
Tze Qi practicing Napkin Folding.
Pinkberry practicing Table Setting
My table setting,
Practicing name of glass
Carry Glass and plates
Everyone practicing :P
After that, we went to computer lab to practice POS
BUT it was crowded. no empty space.
so we try our luck at the library
End up, FULL also.
Therefore, we decided to find a empty class and sleep in it
There we are, air-cond to the max, lights off .
This is my bed. bag as my pillow.
Damn nice to sleep wei xD
We all woke up together.
And this is Ivan's half-awake face
So lazy to get up~
At 2.
We got out of the class and change.
B&P time~
This is Chef Joyce ._.
And this is the dish we learned today
: Creme Caramel :
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