Should i or should i not? If i back up, I'll definitely fall back. And never repeat it again. If i go for it, I'll never go back. Why do i have to make this kind of decision? Or can i even control it? I know i'm a coward. sucky me I always hate myself... I hate everything about myself. I just hate it.. I have very low self-esteem. I cant live with guilt. I get guilty on tiny little things. Guilt kills every sec every minute very slowly but painful. End of story. Byyee haha :)
Should i or should i not? If i back up, I'll definitely fall back. And never repeat it again. If i go for it, I'll never go back. Why do i have to make this kind of decision? Or can i even control it? I know i'm a coward. sucky me I always hate myself... I hate everything about myself. I just hate it.. I have very low self-esteem. I cant live with guilt. I get guilty on tiny little things. Guilt kills every sec every minute very slowly but painful. End of story. Byyee haha :)
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